Losing Control

As a 26-year-old mother-to-be, Ashley had her life carefully arranged. Everything hummed along according to schedule until a Stage IV cancer diagnosis flipped her world upside down.

With just weeks to live, she was advised to go home and record videos for her newborn son. Months later, her prognosis would shock her medical team, friends, family, and her entire community.

Losing Control follows Ashley’s miraculous story of healing through the raw emotions of being a young wife and first-time mom with a terminal diagnosis. See her grapple with her faith as she battles cancer and the crushing blow of infertility, and put yourself in her shoes as she comes to the end of herself and learns to truly trust God with her life. Ashley’s story is really a story of the gospel—of God taking a pile of ashes and making a beautiful masterpiece for His glory.

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